My Spirit was gone with her

I never thought that she meant so much for me....
but....as time goes by.....as i feel that i was attached to her most.
Every night i awake and i remember her.
the happy times.....it was so nice, but.... the last it was so painful for me, it hurts me alot.
My happiness is gone with her.
I know she didn't want me like this, but i can't help it.

Now, i'm just waiting and hoping that i can go there to be with her again.
holding her hands.....keep myself in her arms again....caress her hairs and kiss her.
My love.....i miss you so much.
I'm just counting my days...and waiting for Him to call me too.
So we can be together again in heaven.....forever.

I love you.