Missed Mom ...

That night, Troy missed his mommy very much.
so he find his mom's shirt and wear it as a blanket.
he hugged it and felt asleep till morning.

The Tombstone

Finally, the tombstone finished when i went to the cemetary.

it's not really finished yet. But, almost done.
I sat there alone, praying...and remember all the things we have been
through together.
We always face the world together hand in hand.
We always handle all problems with holding hands.
Our bond was so strong.
I love you my soulmate...you are my everything.

My wife's Birthday

Last Sunday was her birthday,
That night, I was reminding my son about his mom's birthday...he looked at me in silence and then started to cry ... i dont know why, but i follow to cry. We cried and
we hugged each others.
Well, it sounds like we both are like a child. But actually....we are. :)

After we can control ourselfs, me & my son celebrating by praying together
in our bedroom... it was really the longest pray and most tears ever.
This was the 110th days since she left us.

Everyday and night, we still remember of her.
She was my everything, she was my light of my life and love.